Ugh. I don't know what I'm doing with myself. I've never really been good at dealing/coping with various emotions. And it's even harder to try and express what's in my mind. 


Well, at least with certain ideas it seems impossible.....


But to get to the point, my grandfather passed away the night of December 22nd.....and I'm just stuck in a state of pointless brooding.


Sorry to be ranting here, but I'm really hoping that saying it "aloud" will help get some of the tension off my chest......